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Friday, January 22, 2010

someday

i am sharing with you some of the places i am going to travel!! notice how i said "going to." although i may not know when, or possibly how i could ever afford to go there, i will find a way :)

first on the list, thessaloniki. apart from its sweet name, its far away from athens, and i don't need touristy. i mean one, its greece, and two, check out this hotel:





next, i want to stay in a quaint little town in the uk. i would love to wander the grounds of the bibury court hotel and enjoy the meadow and explore the castle-cottage ALL DAY.



loveLoveLOVE to travel !

Sunday, January 17, 2010

musikk

currently listening to: broke my eyes, donkeyboy
currently craving: that smell
currently, currently: excited to dream tonight

ok do i have some music for you...

first off, donkeyboy's "caught in a life" album is fantastic. i am falling for the nord's :) you are going to watch their "ambitions" video.
nexxxt, passion pit's "the reeling" is obviously great, but did you know their video was filmed in brooklyn RIGHT where i lived?? there is a screen shot of the light sculpture under the bridge i used to walk under :)
and wave machines "the greatest escape we ever made" is probably one of "the coolest music videos i've ever seen."
and i may have saved the best for last!!! french navy is quite possibly one of the most romantic music videos i've ever seen. i was even reluctant to share this, because of how badly i want this to be my story, do not steal! this e n t i r e video will happen, for me. i love it so much.
and so, i hate to kiss and tell, but my love affair with music is hard to keep quiet. here's to love.

Friday, January 8, 2010

you might try these

currently listening to: stillness is the move, dirty projectors
currently craving: a good night out
currently, currently: watching conspiracy theory with kp

so so so many links i want to share with you all!!! ahh the excitement i get from all the design blogs i frequent!! here are only a few of the wondrous links i have discovered.

this link has some absolutely hilarious 'core-toon's' ... the first of which is amazing, because of how true it is. gd favors....if i had a dollar for every one i gave, i would be a paid designer. lol

"teux deux"
basically a minimalist design-y application for a to-do list.
i am so using this!
watch the simple, comical how-to video here.
how funny, i discovered a site that quickly and efficiently erases all of your social networking sites, so you can have your actual life back....
what can i say, it made me smile :)

ok how ironic...last time i disclosed to you that i keep samples of things
(possibly air) in jars, documenting specific and notable moments in my life, and VOILA!!
this site is EXACTLY THAT!!!! ONLINE!! it is a website (actually a book) where you can enter in your own....i did ;)
aaaaand....an exquisite fireplace, to hold you off till next time.

that is all for today!

Monday, January 4, 2010

a new list

a new year, a new set of lists. i make resolutions not to be this, to try and improve that, to create this new mindset, and leave that one behind. whether or not i achieve them, i end up being a different person each year from particular experiences, new people, and just growing up. i loved who i was last year, and i know that God has so much in store for me this time around, i just need to live up to his dreams for me, which are so much INCREDIBLY more than my own, feeble, tame aspirations.


as far as schooling goes, i have less than 5 months left...forever. i still can't grasp what it means for me, not you, or a roommate, or a friend. i just want to make the most of EVERYTHING, and literally gather up the air and keep it in jars. 'this jar is from the last-first day of classes' and 'this one was from the first night i had the confidence i needed' and 'this one is from the day i realized i really don't know anything.' i actually do things like this, so don't be surprised if i have a collection going already...


i deleted my facebook a few days ago, and the weirdest sensations accompany leaving it behind in 2009. it got to be too much, and 'addiction' would be an appropriate noun to describe it for me. "the state of being enslaved to a habit or practice or to something that is psychologically or physically habit-forming." i put too much of myself out for the world to see, and abuse, and do with as they please. am i living for them? should i be on a schedule for everyone else, always available, whenever they want me? am i exposing parts of me that were never meant to be shared? did i share too much of my favorite memories online, and become disappointed when others didn't find them that interesting? was i waiting on a few people, constantly throughout the years, saddened by them not talking to me, or disappointed when they weren't online? i just can't live like that. technology shouldn't haunt me like it does, and i shouldn't be so dependent on what it 'does' for me (like it ever did much). i can't say i feel the freedom like i want to, but its the first step in regaining myself.


lately. ugh. i was so tired of being seen as a plan b, and i realized i was not being respected. i just know who i am, and i know i have so much love to give. when my love is seen as an option, something to use whenever someone felt like it, and not tended to and returned, that was when i knew, after a long time hoping and waiting and thinking i must have been mistaken, that it was about time i took care of it myself, and not on the whim of some other person. my love is valuable.


well, i'm not dying, and i have a wonderful family, and a promising future. i have been blessed well beyond what i deserve. i don't want to use this blog as a way to blame people, or to put anything or anyone down, i just think that being able to vent and piece things together and type out what i have jumbled up and complicated in my mind can't be a bad thing.


to end things on a positive note, some of my favorite things!!! :


my perfect bed :)


my perfect room :) !

my perfect view!!